Something different.

Friends, how many of us have them?

Today i wanted to try something different, im not gonna write about my day im going to talk about “FRIENDS”.

Year 5,6,7 and 8 FRIENDS were a necessity <source of life> to me. They were my life. Its funny at how fast things change. Year 9, friends just started drifting. One day someones best friends with another the next day theyre enemies, the bitching, was a bitch. “Bestfriends are forever, not for one day”. : Then, my turn came to drift away.

Year 10, okay i underestand, im not there as much as i use to be, but the hatred brought upon myself ? by talking to other people, other ordinary people that certain people hated? ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!!. I know that is all aside now but ive got to admit it was pretty damn pathetic. They bitched about me and as i told afew.. If you play with fire, youre going to get burned. We were then enemies. After afew weeks of silence, We caved in, we made up, we were friends again. Its weird. It weirds me out. I know afew people in the group of friends i hang with, have tension between eachother still. GROW UP. LOVE YOU BITCHES THOUGH.

blankblankblank. CHEERS. CIAO.

Hungry.

Mood – Straving, irritated, happy.

Okay, as you probably can tell by the heading of this post im am incredibly hungry. Its like 7 oclock and ive managed to survive the whole day without eating. Oh wait i did have a cracker, but the taste of nothing, wasnt that appealing. It wasnt appealing at all.

I didnt write a post yesterday, tried but like was utterly disrupted. If i thought waking up at 12pm was late TRY 3 pm, YES! 3 FUCKEN pm. The extra hours of sleep may be healthy for me but i wasted a whole day of my life. Annoying, really. Time just couldnt go any slower..wasnt even 6 pm and i was bored like a motherfucker. There was absolutley nothing to do. Oh did i mention, not only was i the one who woke up at 3 my brother and sister managed to get up at the exact same time. Still boring, to the point of suffering. Justin and lucas call. They say theyre comming over.. over the next half hour of waiting they arrived. It seemed at that very moment.. it just seemed as more and more just kept coming after James then Lucas and Justin came David and Que.. then Michael. Then the night got more intresting. Cant be bothered to type whatever came next.

Woke up at 7 then 9 then 12 today. Checked my pay slip was paid like 80 but havnt recieved one cent .. im gonna kill someone. Hungry. The crispy chicken deluxe burger is just calling my name.. no!, SCREAMING my name. YUM. Bored, guess where im going? MACCAS. LATERSSSSSSSSSSS.

Shiverly goosebumps.

mood  – disturbed.

Ever heard something that you didnt wanna hear? like the sound of another beings voice.. just getting louder in your ear with the unusal sound heard in everyday life .. God help me, god help us all.

Last week of the holidays and still the fun has not kicked in. Slept at 4 last night. Michael and i stayed up learning languages.. Weird, i know. Woke up pretty fucken later than usual 12:43pm to be exact.. then after about a half hour went to maccas ate a mad burger which made me so full and costed me 8 dollars. My bored ass had nothing else to do so i followed michael home. from then, i watched him and hes dad spray the bonet of their vk.

 The voice of little sister, Jackie screaming singing and dancing to ” youre fat fat fat admit it” will stick in my mind forever. This little girl here can sing that for days and not get bored of it im telling ya.

SALAMI. yum. Cold BOO.

Got home round 8 30 and michael was here again lol he stay for about an hour and a half and just left.  The computer in my room in failing to satisfy me the stupid internet in kind of losing it. So i have to use my brothers one. 

im OFF ciaoooooooo.

Just another freezing day.

feeling - bored and needs to pee.

So im sitting in my brothers room in shorts and upon me is a nice cup of iced coffee. Funny really.. its  minus 1000 degrees and i still am not bothered to walk my ass down the corridor and change into warmer pants.

Todays another boring day. Its cold, i have nowhere to go, and i only have like 40 dollars on me. No money is a pain in the ass. So yesterday was like the first time me and my boyfriend didnt have contact with eachother in like forever… wasnt happy when i found out what he got up to.

Fuck SHARP PAIN RUNNING THOUGH MY STOMACH!. The pain is disgusting. On the topic of pain i slept one arm last night and woke up with pins and needles. My whole arm was numb and useless. Lifting my arm it just came right down smack bang onto my face “OUCH”. Trying to support that arm with my other.. more pain came upon me. MASSIVE cramp in my elbow. So there i am laying in bed tired like a motherfucker with 2 useless arms. SAD REALLY.

Michaels coming over tonight. I want to go out but i wish there were more places to go. I heard theyre going to renovate and upgrade Bonnyrigg plaza. I live 3-5 minutes walk from there. Lets just hope they make a Cinema then ill be happy. I hate having to travel to watch a movie like seriously its a waste of time.

Well i wrote everything on my mind so i guess im out now.

CHEERS HOMIE.

Totally.

So.. looking at my friends pages made me jealous .. i felt like typing and they get to type its not fair man it just aint so i decided to start my own little thing here. Im not much of a typer but lets see how long this little interest of mine will last. Not long, i reckon. Ok.. soo were suppose to express ourselves with these sites.. so im going to try that.. but firts of all..

Rachel im sorry i couldnt make it to your birthday party i wanted to be there but something came up i had to help out with something.. i truley am sorry. The pictures taken look very fun so me not being there wasnt such a problem . Love you, bitch.

Is it only me or are these holidays zooming by? It seems like its just the weekend seriously. There is no fun yet.. Anybet the excitement will kcik in on the last day of the holidays. Thats incredibly bullshit in my perspective.

Oh everyone knew im working at maccas right.. well funny story on my third shift still as a trainee.. me and the manager named renee got into a little arguement .. she accused me of lying so in return i told her off.. seeing as its my first job and only my third shift (first one with this manager renee) it was a pretty stupid thing to do. But i did it for the right reasons.. i never let people get into my face like that.. and the day someone gets in my face i will show them my fist. 

I was forced to say sorry to her. It makes me laugh at how stupid she is thinking im scared of her. She can die.

Hello world!

I doubt it.